Tuesday, May 31, 2005
12:37 PM
ever wonder abt how irritating some songs can be? kylie's i cant get you outta my head. THATS IRRITATING, seriously.
theres some other songs lah. but i dont wish ta offend anyone. lonely no more ish getting irritatin TO ME.
listen ta akon & styles p's locked up. who want the song ask me. i send you. =) its really nice. gorillaz's feel good inc is nice too. but i CANT DOWNLOAD IT. zzz.
theres some songs which are NICE YET IRRITATING. like 50 cents just a lil bit? yes. REALLY NO OFFENCE TA PPL READING THIS.
i know i dont have da rights ta say anythin; cos i dont compose my own songs or stuff. but i appreciate music. =) bleahs. thats all. =PpPpP*..
CAPRII-LALAX
4:23 AM
SIGH. today i was slping. at 6.59 AM walter sms me. then my alarm ring at 7 am mah. cant he lemme slp fer 1 more minute? LOL*
he say he goin sch; 7.15 reaching.i was like.. wadafuck? choir starts at 8 leh. then he ask me meet him in sch, so i quickly get ready.
dad dropped me off at macdonalds. bought breakfast fer walter too. =) im a good jie hor. then dad sent me ta sch. reached at arnd 7.35 liddats i think.
walter say he tot choir start at 7.30 thats why. hahas. ate outside general office. saw mr wee. tot he will scold; cos cannt eat outside canteen. but then he smiled. LOL*
talk talk eat eat till 7.55? go ava.. a bit weird leh; not used ta michelle's style of leading. i miss shihui. =(
learn a bit singin and a lil dance steps i guess. yups. mid way was like jokin arnd and stuff. BONDING with sec 1s.
they are so shy towards each other can.. sec1 and sec1 dowan tok. so i forced them to bond. LOL*
11 o clock finish. let us go early. actually must bring uni. but i didnt went home and take. go compass with walter yunhui kailing puiyee siewhong and gloria. ate kfc =/ hahas.
think i saw alan, yes i did. he kept looking at me and i kept looking at him. cos he looks SO FAMILIAR . but we never say anything LOL*
blahs. then go walk walk with walter. went popular. then went home at 12.30 lorhs.
walter is so cute! wahahas. LOVES. =) my bro. heh. bleahs.
think tmr goin out with dearie. I MISS YOU LOADS ! xD
mayb i'll go pierce my ear tmr. the top; again. that will be the LAST. yes it will. i dowan it to my hearing. need it fer my music. =)
CAPRII-LALAX
Monday, May 30, 2005
10:38 AM
wahahas. then piano teacher called. say today piano ish at 1.45. shit i totally forgotten. so change day LOL* im so blur. normally ish 3.45 mahs. hahas..
tmr gort choir =) dunno if da juniors will turn up not. that veena.. dunno she know abt it.. later tio kick out then not good.
shes really nice person lah. hahas. =) msged her in frensta lerhs. haven seen her online! anw. juniors haven been grped into their sections huh..
sigh. so long~ hahas. cos of da syf this year i suppose. yups.. will update abt what happen tmr then. i love choir. bleahs. xD
and yes ; i hate ppl who arent committed ta their ccas. i shall not name anyone whatsoever. bleahs. still ask teacher fer warning letter.
yes yes. blahs. sixers shld know who. i still dont like her. these kinda ppl dont deserve any respect at all; frm anyone. not committed ta smth ; means that these ppl are NOT RESPONSIBLE. blahs. they are just NOT WORTH to talk abt.
shall not anger myself by talking abt them/her. LOL*
CAPRII-LALAX
Sunday, May 29, 2005
7:55 AM
DEPRESSION IS TREATABLE. i found this interesting wahahas.
thats my door. lalalas. not completed yet tho.
bleahs. im home alone! mum and bro went airport fetch my dad or smth. ahh. i didnt wanna go. and they're gonna have swensens LOL*
blahs. i dont caree. i wanna watch my tv. =) hopefully wont be a tv maniac or smth. xD
CAPRII-LALAX
Saturday, May 28, 2005
10:28 AM
o yes; I GOT MY APPLICATION FORM FER MY MUSIC O LVLS. yesh! wahahas. =D
anw, even my science sucks, i still gonna try ta take double science. consisting of eng, chi, a & e math, pure chem and physics and ss with geog. =)
if i cant make it then take combined science. heh.
anw. the meet the parents. talk to mr tsung, he say i talk alot seh~ lols. but never talk nonsense; he say that i say pleasant things. i was like lmao mans. then he say i veh polite [i am!] yes.
then mrs wong came.. they both say that my stardies is not up ta standard. -.-" wadahells.. they say all sub must at least be B3 or A2s. feel pressurised heh. thats good i suppose, dont doubt my knowledge eh. LOL*
and im gonna try ta stop my computer addiction. yes yes. fer da benefit of my stardies. my tenaciousness will get me there. wahahas. =) lalalalas~
CAPRII-LALAX
4:05 AM
wells. gonna go back ta sch soon. take report book. i gort 6th in class. DIAOS. okay lah~ not really bad. i gort C6 fer science. cos i saw my results slip just now. the rest Bs.
anw. in da morn, mr reduan say got one person found wallet then return to the owner. then we all happy lah. then he say the name ; LIM SIEW MAY. i was like.. huh? she ah? hahas. quite shocking. bleahs.
later afta take report book i hab ta come back again. then 4+ go sch again fer da principal talk. abt our streaming. yah. in class veh funny. matthew gort new name. matthew lim kaobei. then junxi is junxi wang ba dan! lols. veh funny lah. will elaborate laterr on.
check mic's [minli] fer da names yeah. LOL* =)
CAPRII-LALAX
Thursday, May 26, 2005
7:31 AM
went fer choir in da morn.
met sec1s and stuff. then gort the new choir committee. heh.
President - Michelle [sec3]
Vice-presidents - sheena + corrine
Treasurer - Weijian
Librarian - Heng wai / Ast. Librarian - Seng yap
Logistic - Jianyong.
Sectional leaders.
Sops : Sherilyn / assistant - glenda
Altos : Sihui / assistant - rebecca
Tenors : Donavan / assistant - claudia
Basses : Eric / assistant - me =)
heh. kinda surprising larhs. im actually da basses ast SL. weird. was shocked when i heard my name sia~ lols.
anw. me and donavan are da only sec2s in da committee this year, i suppose. thats good bah. hopefully both of us will rank up next year. WAHAHA. then good lerhs. =)
yups. with da new batch of sec1s.. hopefully history wont repeat itself again. like last year - abt the juniors being disrespectful to da seniors. yups. thats all. sigh. i feel sick. =/
anw. overall i DIDNT FAIL ANYTHING. =) all Bs. but still pretty bad lah~
English - 68.3 Maths - 63.5
Chinese - 62.1 Geog - 60.8
Science - 61.6 Literature - 63.1
Hme econ - 60.5
okayys. today theres bad news. guangsheng frm 2e1.. he passed away ytd.. sigh. long story. i'll write more abt this some other day. there were loadsa e1-ers crying.. sigh..
life is so unpredictable.
CAPRII-LALAX
Monday, May 23, 2005
3:58 PM
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Sunday, May 22, 2005
1:12 PM
theres just this feeling.. hard to explain.. i wish theres just someone whom i really trust to listen to how im feeling and what im goin thru. theres just flashbacks everyday.. and i feel SO BAD.
i feel as if i spoilt the relationship btwn them.. and that I came btwn them.. yet both of them act as if nth's happened.. why.. theres a sense of guilt inside of me.. why do they act as if nths wrong.. but i feel like this?
seriously its killing me inside.. it hit me real hard.. theres just no one who truly understands what im going thru and how im feeling.. no one.
why do you have to put me thru this every single time? why...
this song really expresses how im feeling.
Seems like just yesterday you were a part of me
I used to stand so tall, i used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe. No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again, I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything, opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright for once in my life
Now all that's left of me is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe. No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again, I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Here I am, once again, I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
CAPRII-LALAX
10:13 AM
went out just now =) with JM, gabee, ZJ, cyw and eugene. wahahas. yinghao say he afta church then come. -.-"
i met jm at cp. then we meet gabee at ps. take mrt to city hall. go suntec, gabee wanted to eat MACDONALS. cos we haven taken lunch.. it was 2+ at that time . =) but me and JM want to eat pastamania. in da end we went pastamia..
cos we agreed to pay half of gabee's food. hahas. as in like.. gabee's food was $8? he paid $4 only. me and JM pay $2 each fer him lols.
gabee ate spicy chicken spaghetti, jm ate chicken bolognese
i ate some mushroom thingy lah~ lols.
then smth funny happened..
the food came. then i told jm that i think she take wrong; cos there was chicken meat. then she say "mine is chicken bolognese, got chicken one." then we eat eat.
gabee was like keep complaining that hes not spicy.. and he was the 1st one ta finish. lols. end up is JM eat GABEE's SPICY CHICKEN. and gabee ate JM's chicken bolognese! LOL*
veh funny. then jm said "he earn lah, cos my food was more ex" LOL. we were laughing fer like quite long.
then went ta watsons. i wanna buy sweet. theres this guy. like fake one. cos he was still what. i tot he was fake. walk pass then i turn my head saw him move then i jumped up. cos i was SHOCKED. really funny.
then i told him that i tot he was a fake person. then hes reaction oso funny. hes a staff at watsons. lols. so paiseh sia. then when i was paying he said "look ah. im a real person" lols. in a funny way.
walk back to city hall. meet cyw they all. TOOK WRONG MRT. we wanted to go BUGIS! but we went ta raffles? LOL* damn funny. end up going to somerset. really hilarious. went heeren.. walk walk.. nth much go cathay. go up then down. BO LIAO.
then walk to takashimaya. was drizzling. hahas. we went walk walk.. then go wisma. then the boys wanna go back 1st. so left me and jm. we walked arnd till arnd 6? yah. lols. crazy. but didnt buy anything.
i reach cp.. on da way hme. then yingghao sms me. say he finish oredi. im like.. wadahells?! everyone went hme le. lols. so funny. he was at church in novena. heh.
long post. but indeed really hilarious today. =) thks fer da great day peeps. =) you guys rawk.
CAPRII-LALAX
3:28 AM
retards. wahahas. =)
lalalalalas~ i go really crazzy smtimes.
insanity~
anw. think later i wont be goin tp lerhs. cos dearie dowan go. think she mood swing LOL* must be lah. or else she will go de. hahas.
im sick. flu + sore throat and cough~ ahhhs. theres this song which is really really nice. DARREN HAYES ~ creepin' up on you. and BOBBY VALENTINO's slow down. both are fab~
If i have to breathe without you, nobody should
I need to be around you, watchin' you
No one else can love you like i do
Feel it when im creepin' up on you
I know that it wouldn't be right, if i stayed all night
Just to peek in on you, creepin' up on you..
This must be wrong, it cant go on
This kind of thing it's taking all my sanity and making a mockery
This must be wrong, it cant go on
So wont somebody free me from this misery
Bring my baby closer to me
this is a really touching song. you listen to it you will cry. too bad i dont have da song. sigh sigh.
jm and mic wanna go out. hahas. sian mah.. thinking of where ta go. sigh.
CAPRII-LALAX
Saturday, May 21, 2005
10:50 AM
anw. i think i going toapayoh tmr evening. =) hdb hub. meet up dearie bah. cos our mums having their line dance there? yups.
hehs. i think i'll call her laterr on. see if i can go her house in da afternoon 1st.. then go check da new roxy shop in ps. hahas. =)
CAPRII-LALAX
7:56 AM
went ta tm just now. fer lunch. i think i saw IZYAN lols. with her bunch of frens. =) hahas. wanted to approach her? think she noticed? i dunt know. she looks sweet. =)
went ta have lunch budden.. didnt have appetite. cos i was kinda shocked to see her. then lose appetite. lols. i just bought some desert and quickly eat. then run out ta see if she was still there.. at da same time go 77th street =) lols.
then i wanted to buy ankle socks.. but didnt. =/ i bought a black top! frm giodarno! wahahas. i love blackk. heh. =) i love da material whats. so i buy. heh.
gonna have tuition laters. 6 bah. die die~ lols.
CAPRII-LALAX
4:02 AM
wells. last night i did loadsa thinking. abt what i wanna do in life and abt that conversation in msn.
i dont know if im in da wrong or not. i feel weird in a sense that i ruined everything.. and hurt his feelings? sigh i dont know.
i told sherilyn abt it.. she told me its NOT my fault~ but i feel SO BAD. thats why i still cant get it off my mindd.i dont know if i should feel happy and satisfied or sad and morose. i dont know, i dont know!
abt what i wanna do in life. im in doubt too. seeing my not satisfactory results.. i dont know where they'll take me. i dont know if i will drop to normal. cos all boarder line cases. sigh. i feel stressed out. i need someone ta talk to...
today i wasnt really focused in class anw. i dont know lahs~ i wasnt myself today. hahas. anw. gabee is afraid of my pokes LOL* nnth much today. had the speech thinggy - gabee keith mic and me were in 1 grp. insteada asking seraphina ques; we actually tok abt ah lians. LOL* really funny. =)
ate in chinese class LOL sandwiches. i was BORED. like duhs? exams overr yet we still hab ta attend classes? so unreasonable. wahahas. got meet the parents session. collect report book thingy. next friday. sigh~ i gonna have a red mark. SCIENCE. lalalas~ its over anw. update more at nites! =)
CAPRII-LALAX
Friday, May 20, 2005
10:37 AM
jm say mrs wong wanna treat us all pizza. $200 sia. then jm say wan bbq at east coast insteada pizza. =) okay lah. this i think will be during the mid year hols. lols. bleahs. but nort confirm yet. mrs wong veh generous seh. lols.
hmms. wat day is it.. thursday? anw i got disney chanel lerhs. i love da cartoons on dat chanel. =) esp the movies. okay lah. tatas.
CAPRII-LALAX
6:00 AM
sigh sigh. I FAILED SCIENCE. but i PASSED MATHS. my results aint that satisfactory. okayys.. here here...
english - 69/110 [real bad]
maths - 63/100
science - 43.5/100 [sighh.]
chinese - 109/180 [hmms not bad? lols]
geog - 59/100
hme econ - 50.5/80
MUSIC - 98/100 [LOL]
im not of really proud it and not really ashamed lah. its over. cant be undone? uhuhs. yeahs.
okays shall update today. sankar class had some free periods. hmms. cos she maternal leave 6 mths bah LOL*
then afta recess.. was english liit and science. mostly all go thru ans..
sigh. sixers are the only class that overall FAIL science. throw face. wahahas. and the bad news is.. WE HAVE TA COME BACK FER REMEDIAL DURING THE HOLS. we are the only class. hmms.. looking on da bright side.. i guess thats UNIQUE? heh. =)
CAPRII-LALAX
Thursday, May 19, 2005
7:57 AM
went ta science centre. sang sang like crazy in da bus. hahas. the atmosphere was different lah. cos the bloody bus the air con like spoilt.. then the weather was so hot outside. sigh.
watch the thingy lerhs. feel aslp. =/ cos v dizzy. hahas. we took the last row seats =) hehs. walter called me. hes so cute. =D he say gort bbq.. then might skip choir and stuff. wa. i feel like a senior already! heh.
went back. this time was better. cos different bus LOL* but quiet bah. cos i was havin popcorn lols. then went straight up ta ava room. call walter. then he say he in da room ; BUT I CANT SEE HIM. lols. then i turn arnd. see see then he shouted my name LOL* v funny.
ask me if i wanna go tzehuan house there fer bbq. hahas. sweet rights? =) adorable lil bro hehs. but then had to seperate. sec1 sec2 sit differently mah. somesort. yah. then we listen ta da national day songs. i was CRAZY~ sing like im mental or smth. lols. v funny lah.
went back with donavan. i told him abt my dreams ; abt the CHOIR POST. then i was laughing and laughing. cos he said later yuwei and me be da vp next year. im like.. NO WAY. was laughing like siao. then we were at the bus stop then i was talking LOUDLY. the uncle keep staring liddats. then i say SORRY to him lols. then he smiled. heh. =)
thats all. i love da sixerrs! =) tmr getting results. hopefully i will reach my expectations. thho ii dont think i can. sigh. I WILL PRAY HARD TONIGHT. hehs. takkaire ya'll.
CAPRII-LALAX
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
10:05 AM
okays. later mayb going dearie house. at nite. im bored. just now throw tantrums at my mum LOL* moody mah. sigh. then i vent anger on my bro - he deserves it somehow.
blahs. tmr gort sch. post exams activities - the drama thingy 1st. then go to the science centre. afta that gort choir at 3 pm. hehs. sec 1s will be there =) yays.. I MISS CHOIR LOADS!
cant wait. =) takkaires. kelly clarksons' behind these hazel eyes is nice. =)
CAPRII-LALAX
2:30 AM
OKAY i was FORCED TO UPDATE by claire. siao charbo. lols.yah yah. well.. i spent the whole morning chatting online with her. i woke up arnd 9 15?
then i was boredd. cant slp well. sigh. anw. i updated 2e6 blog lerhs.
http://2e6-rwakk.blogspot.com =) check it out. jm is doin the blog i pressume. yeahs.
i wanna go out. just that it isnt really convenient. havin cramps here and there. =/ i wanna go dearie house LOL* at serangoon.. hmms. ask my mum drive me there later mayb? see 1st lahs. havin mood swinggs. =/
CAPRII-LALAX
1:56 AM
imma sixer! wahahas. =) 2e6 rawkks. done by me me me me me!
claires work. she insisted that i post it. =)
CAPRII-LALAX
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
11:15 AM
anw. i really think that conversation is worth it. somehow she was being v frank. and he didnt wanna face reality. lols. and i didnt scold her a bitch ; dont put words into my mouth please. i said things abt her but that doesnt mean i hate her or im saying that shes a bitch.
now i know the real side of her. shes a nice person. real sweet. =] shes the person i tot she was. heh. she can be quite harsh at times tho. haha nvm =]
anw. hmms. i dont mind abt what she wrote abt me in her blog. she dint know da truth what. that jerk who told her that nonsense, pls lah.. dont u bring me down. i wont be intiminated by u. to think u hurt me so many times. hahs. total waste of my time.
i will never scold someone a bitch fer no reason. i just say she was a flirt IN DA PAST and stuff. but now shes not. THAT DOESNT MEAN SHES A BITCH. okay? get this straight latiff.
everything happens fer a reason.
CAPRII-LALAX
Monday, May 16, 2005
4:43 AM
as fer that incident. its not my bloody fault! lols. why cant i put my mind at ease? sigh. he doesnt know how much he hurt me! im not doin it cos i sympathise him! IM NOT, OKAY?
i hope you open your eyes and rread this. i sincerely want to help. if u dont appreciate it, then tell me. i seriously think i deserve an APOLOGY too.
everythings okay. im happy with my life. sometimes i wish ppl will get their RETRIBUTION, for hurting ppl's feelings and fer da sins they have done! i think im just moody. but this is really how i feel inside.
anw. goin fer piano lessons later. dad goin ta japan tonite. so i guess we'll be sending him ta da airport and have dinner together. =)
pretending everything is okay is a form of RUNNING AWAY - this i learn frm claire. =] heh. cos she was pretendin everythin was ok. her insanity and stuff =P
anw. tmr have music paper. sigh. grade 1 LOL* i feel young. hmms..
CAPRII-LALAX
2:59 AM
okay. last nite. slpt quite late. i couldnt really slp. i took the whole day to read the bloody book. gonna finish =)
heavy downpour last nite. thunder + lightning. hmms. kinda scary lah. its like.. u switch off the lights then u see flashes and flashes. lols.
sigh. i feel weird. in a sense that my mind is not at ease and stuff. loadsa stuff in my mind ; exam results and an incident. sigh. nvm. =) everything will be okay.
CAPRII-LALAX
Sunday, May 15, 2005
6:06 AM
nth much ta update. just now watched de channel news asia that one.. corey clark + paula abdul de thingy. hmms ; unbelievable. wahahas. sigh sigh. theres this novel im reading which gort 500+ pages. tryin my best ta read up! novels.. finished reading 1 oredi.. 2 more ta go. =)
the title is uptown gurl. its nice. really weird storyline and stuff. yeahs. hmms. thats all. =D
time flies eh. its almost june. hmmms..
I CHANGED TO A PINK BLOGSKIN ; UNBELIVABLE. lols. i hate pink tho. =P
CAPRII-LALAX
Saturday, May 14, 2005
2:26 AM
went ta sch get my book early hell. i reached sch arnd 6.30-6.40? mdm tay ask me somethin.
ask me if i want a post in choir. LOL* i say mayb next year ; cos let the sec3s first. she say OK leh.
cos mdm lian told her that i quite pro-active? i dunno. in chinese. but i dunno what ta translate in english. hmms. guess i'll have a post in choir next year. wahahas. possibly president. =P
the exams.. i FLUNK totally. the diseases i mixed them up and stuff. sigh. nvm. its over. =)
anw. i was sayin i really cant stand.
im really tryin my best helping someone ; and that someone ask me is it out of sympathy. wadafuck rights. i was really pissed seriously. i dont feel that my help is APPRECIATED.
so why waste my time? i hate it when ppl dont APPRECIATE my help. seriously. and even think otherwise? sigh.
CAPRII-LALAX
Friday, May 13, 2005
10:59 AM
Everything will be alright, he assures her
But she doesn't hear a word that he says
Preoccupied, she's afraid
Afraid that what they're doing is not
He doesn't know what to say, so he prays
Whatever, whatever, whatever
Whatever happens, don't let go of my hand
Whatever happens, don't let go of my hand
Whatever happens, don't you let go of my hand
He's working day and night, thinks he'll make her happy
Forgeting all the dreams that he had
He doesn't realize it's not the end of the world
It doesn't have to be that bad
She tries to explain, "It's you that makes me happy,"
Whatever, whatever, whatever
Whatever happens, don't let go of my hand
Whatever happens, don't let go of my hand
Whatever happens, don't you let go of my hand
tmrs home econ. hmms wish me luck? LOL* okayys. i write abt somethin i really cannot stand anymores. =)
CAPRII-LALAX
3:38 AM
okayys. science was okay.. not really difficult. most ppl completed it within an hour. so da 2e6 were all slpin and stuff lols..
afta that.. went ta compass with mic. hmms. go kfc ; saw gabee. we sat beside colin and jianzhong. lols. then they keep bullyin herr. hahas. then they went ta play bball lerhs.
then NATASIA came with her bunch of sec 1s. mostly netball gurls. yah. hmms. afta that zaixing, kelvin or SEE WEI , gabee came with steph, lar and sher. hahas.
zaixing sat with the 3 guurls while see wei and gabee sat beside us. hmms. then gabee Q-in mah. a sec1 gurl hit his butt LOL* then we make noise & gabee ACT BLUR. still say "WHAT?" so loud. hahas.
then we talked and talked. jokin arnd. crazy ppl. see wei say " look at that guy ; the mole so big." it was a compassvale de. we laff and laff man. then gabee say.. " huh wat happened?" so gong!
we left. mic buy seraphina's bdae present. then someone say hi to me. think think.. DARREN FOO. hahas. i was kinda blur at that time. walk back. another gurl say hi to me. chey theresa. hahas. tot who. din recognise her le. =) real enjoyable day. wahahas.
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Thursday, May 12, 2005
12:50 PM
CAPRII-LALAX
10:33 AM
okays. apparently i have ta sit fer da GRADE ONE MUSIC ABRSM THEORY again. wahahas. can they let me take grade 5? LOL* jk =P i will try ta get full marks. heh. =)
sigh sigh. hard to upload de songs. jiamin help! hmms. will take me a while ta do that. prob by this week. kinda busy. anw. watchin amazin race later~ worth watchin. think the uchenna and joyce will win. mayb rob and amber? hmms.. we'll see... i watchin the axn one.. which is 8 o clock! LOL.
CAPRII-LALAX
1:58 AM
hmms okay. had geog till 9.30 only LOL. so fast eh. i tot was like 10 somethin. anw. i think i MAY NOT MAKE IT also. sigh sigh. spencer is the setter rights ; then he go tell them everythin. hmms.. now i know why e1-ers are so cleverr. wahahas.
okayys. anw. wats done is done. yups. tmr science paper! wahahas. i gotta study later on. gonna watch some tv. =) tatas.
CAPRII-LALAX
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
10:59 AM
NATASIA finally gort her long awaitedd slaps? lols. heard she got 4 slaps from the 3N gurls. she deserve it lah. i mean.. she dress up like a tomboy and stuff.. then when ppl say her she not happy. wadahells man.
shes a sec 1.. 1e5. she DISOWN siewmay leh. how can a MEi disown her JIE. i tot its de-other way round. wahahas. watevers. i cant stand this totally nonsensical people. they DONT THINK BEFORE THEY TALK. wahaha .
CAPRII-LALAX
5:37 AM
i read thru all my memories i realise.. that i was so different back then to what i am today. i still miss workin at my uncles restaurant tho =) i reflectedd. heh. weird ehh.
i tot back of what i did and what i got in return. it wasnt fair fer me eh? ah wells. everything happen fer a reason. i reflectedd on what i said ; and what i do ta hurt myself. i just wasnt havin the correct logical mindset.
looking back.. hmms. really memorable year fer me eh? but i wished things werent the way they were. i feel im a better person today compared ta the person i was before. im more SENSIBLE in a way and i dont take things fer granted.
i make my own decisions ; i prioritise. affairs of the heart - thats always something that we just cant do anythin abt. im satisfied with my life. i think i deserve this kind of life. hehs. rather than painful emotions. sorrows and tears. that must all come to an end. yups. =)
CAPRII-LALAX
2:25 AM
okays. cant get ta slp last nite. hmms. i was either nervous or bored. LOL. anw. morn went ta sch quite early. i was bored. the bloody teacher say wat must come back fer music paper. im like.. wadahells.. must i go back? i oredi passed my theories.
lols. the maths paper. hmms. i think i MAY NOT make it. hais. hais. hais. god bless me! but some ques are okayys. it rained heavily when i was havin the paper. hmms. thk god it stopped when i was goin home. LOL i never bring umbrella.
okays. shall end here. tmr ish geog. takkaires.
CAPRII-LALAX
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
3:03 AM
i wonder if being self obsessed is a good thing or bad. lols. i think its good in a way lah. but dont get too obsessed with yourself ; till we go insane liddats. wahahas. in NORMAL. =D i think i am.
anw. last nite was so fun! =) afta my piano went ta grc there le.. then we played arcade and stuffs. all very hungry seh. cos my mum, ting mum all go line dance. hahas. waited till 8 o clock they come.
ate till around 10 bah. very funny. kept talkin photos. LOL* hmms. dearie lor. use my phone sms her "bbenn" lols. =P but its okay lah. only around 20 msgs? nvm. =) im nice.
then went home watch apprentice. felt real boredd.
wahahas. gort awoken by some drilling noises ; i gonna have new neighbours soon. to think i spent the last 5 years without a neighbour on de right side of my flat. they kinda bought the house and leave it fer 5 years then go sell. more money mah. investing. LOL* okays. end here le. tmr is da math paper. i aint even nervous! wadahells man! okayy. tatas
CAPRII-LALAX
Monday, May 09, 2005
2:13 PM
wells. anw slpt at 12. cos it was so boring. and rainin heavily. sigh. now its still rainin. heh, i love it when it rains! but whos ta say the darkened clouds must lead ta rain right? =)
okays. piano lessons start at 3.45. so i gtg at 3. hmms, boreds. bleahs.
happy mothers day
CAPRII-LALAX
Saturday, May 07, 2005
7:03 AM
was really really disappointedd. anw. i got LOST. in TOA PAYOH. lols. i went ta da library. okay. till arnd 2.30 then went out and i didnt know how ta go back ta da INTERCHANGE. lols. silly me. then i was searchin and searchin. took arnd 15 mins? yah. im fast. hahas.
then i went ta compass. saw mic+jackson. went ta library. borrowed books. and i went home! =) i just reach. 4 pm~ lols.
CAPRII-LALAX
Friday, May 06, 2005
3:50 AM
anw. wanted go out with ting tmr. then my mum say wat.. cannt go. im like wtf. nvm. i settle liaos. crap leh. yima ask me why lie to my mum cos ting ish so gong! lols. forget ta delete da msg. she will tell my mum~ =/ wahahas. crazy. maths paper on tuesday. no sch tmr and monday. hehs. =D
CAPRII-LALAX
Thursday, May 05, 2005
3:36 AM
look fer mrs wong. told me if i do philosophical piece its risky. if i can narrative i will score high.. arguementative can try. hahas. hmmmms. later goin grc bahs. cos im bored. asked mum ta bring me along. HEHE. at nite still have guitar lesson. wells. wish me luck tmr! =p
CAPRII-LALAX
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
12:41 PM
hais. stressed ah. okay lah. end here. tatas
CAPRII-LALAX
3:07 AM
hmms. it lesson. today quite lonely LOL* cos michelle went home? not feelin well. yups.
i feel weird. hmms. shant explain much. hehs find out yourselves. anw. today is okay. gadd. i flunk my english compre + article. gonna seek help frm teacher. sians! my A1 hopes are dashed!! hahas. will try still. anw. takkaire peeps~ check out the 2e6 bloggie. =)
www.2e6-rwakk.blogspot.com
CAPRII-LALAX
Monday, May 02, 2005
5:25 AM
hehs. retarded people.
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