Friday, March 31, 2006
4:25 PM
i have pictures; but i am too tired =\ hah. sharon say she like my blog cos of tha pictures (:
practically today was fine.. emath was a breeze. physics, err.. can say i dont knw how t do cos i didnt study. hopefully still can pass. then geog, okok. questions were rather similar. hah! then i rushed back for chinese tuiton! blah.. i gave teacher wrong timing and everything was like in a state of confusion.
i realised i have many supposedly called secret readers. lol, hmmm.. can at least tag after ya'll read? i have t dig out who read and dont read. my counter keep going up and up =\ whoever you are, just leave a tag k? (: lalala~ i din knw claire was reading until i asked her. LOL* mid year is like 28 days more. pfttt.. stressed out ok. [not depressed] have choir preparations for next sat's Golden Jubilee! weee.. kinda excited la. but i prefer SYF still hoho.
my mum allow me go t church on sunday. yay rejoice! she say she's gng t expo too, i dont knw why. haha. got some seminar that MPs having or smth. invited people! but haven got answers.. hmmm. w pray abt it!
There's nothing better than living for You than saving my world with You
There's nothing better than praising Your name and lifting my praise
I want to spend forever standing in Your Presence
I want to show You, what You mean to me God
I give You my whole life
I've got to tell You, i am Yours forever
Lord I give You my whole life
Jesus i will live for You, in everything i do
im holding on t You, always, always and forever.
and when my world is falling down, in You i will be found
im staying in Your arms today, always, always and forever!
*How can you just walk away from me when all i can do is watch you leave cause we shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears and you comin back to me is against all odds and thats what i've got to face.
CAPRII-LALAX
Thursday, March 30, 2006
11:07 AM
my dad looks like Ang Lee - the director of brokeback mountain. hmm.. may not be clear, have t click t enlarge it for a clearer view.
so cute right!
hahahaa. wei's face. so weird la.
can put many people together!
AHAH. so funny okay. sometimes not accurate de. omgoodness. yunjia looks like some old woman.. tszlam resembles abt ha? (:
they're not stupid tho. hoho.
anw my day was fine, everything was okay. sstudies can be so boring smtimes, i ALMOST fell aslp but Mr Goh hit my head. =\ english class, talked abt what is our ambition - IM GONNA STUDY LAW. RARRRRR* i noticed smth. i always say RARRRR now, in class and all - esp when im doing math. HAHA - christina says i go mad doing math. LOL* rly? at least im not depressed!
geog extra lesson was okay. Ms ong class quite fun! haha. always bully jiayi. x) then wanted t ask mr lee abt the emath test tmr. but couldnt find him. =\ i have like.. 3 tests tmr okay, and im gng nuts.. physics, emath and geography. I MUST PASS ALL, QUALITY PASS. i have t study soon. lalalala~ hardworking right?
GOT LOST TONIGHT! 2 hour (: yay!
*Does an angel contemplate my fate and do they know the places where we go when we're grey and old cos i have been told that salvation lets their wings unfold.
im loving angels instead.
CAPRII-LALAX
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
1:21 PM
classes were fine - i rly love geog.. just love it so much! hah. just gets interesting by tha chapters. i do admit its tough, cos of all the memorisation you have t do and all. monsoons, temperate climate blah blah blah.but i dont deny that Ms ong's teaching method is good and we get t go t an air conditioned room every geog lesson! HAHA, and Ms ong does punish us by COPYING LIKE A MILLION TIMES OR SMTH.. OR THREATENING T DO SO IF WE FAIL - gives me tha push t study even more. PURE GEOG ROCKS! (: ahaha. my insanity is so taking over me right now.
music classes were.. plain frustrating okay. LIKE EVERY COMMENT I MAKE IRRITATES MS QUEK, fine. she can be so sarcastic.. ya'll knw what i mean. i said baroque period got a feeling of continuity, and she was like.. dont interrupt her. i just rolled my eyes at her. LOL* i knw its abit rude. but seriously she doesnt give us the respect.. she gives venting her frustrations of ME practically every single week, impatient. she rly picking on me. SILENT TREATMENT TIME. oh well, i will shut my mouth up next lesson (: IM NOT GONNA TALK.
i find so little time for myself t study. HAVE SO MANY TESTS I THINK IM GONNA CRY. thrs geog, emath and physics on friday. goodness.. can feel the pressure frm Mr Liew for golden jubilee alr.
speaking of which; got a student leaders workshop for choir. train sectionals and all. OHMYGOODNESS. MR NELSON KWEI - well-knwn choral director, conductor of VJC and CATHOLIC HIGH. he gonna teach how t conduct. I SO WANT T GO T THAT LEADERS WORKSHOP.. if ya'll nvr heard VJC's has choral excellence! (: do ya'll knw that if i excel in choir, after O's if i want i can apply for a good JC w choral excellence? but must go thru auditions. you can go t a JC via choir.. serious!
is this a long post, or what? hah! i rly want t continue. but gtg t get dinner for my brother and all! hah. ciaos!
oh sry for the lack of pictures. haha! (: i am simply t busy right now!
*It must have been love but it's over now, it must have been good but i lost it somehow.
It must have been love but it's over now, from the moment we touched till the time had run out.
CAPRII-LALAX
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
3:33 PM
"In the relationship of its parts, the pattern of a complete Italian meal is very like that of a civilised life. No dish overwhelms another , wither in quantity or in flavour, each leaves room for new appeals t the eye and palate; each fresh sensation of taste, colour and texture interlaces w a lingering recollection of the last. To make time t eat as Italian still do is t share in their exhaustible gift for making art out of life."
blah. im in pain. heads in a mess. my whole life is a mess.. listening t sermon (: attitudes of a conqueror..
a broken heart draws in the presence of God.
Blessed - receiving the approval of God.
RUNNING AFTER YOU - PLANET SHAKERS.
Your Word is a light unto my path
Your Love guides me through my darkest night
And even though sometimes Your ways
I cannot understand
I'll never walk away because my future's in Your hands
I dont care what people will say
Im running after You
I wont turn back and go their way
Coz Im running after You
Yeah Im running after You
Im running after You
"I am not ashamed of the gospel, because it is the power of God for the salvation of everyone who believes"
- Romans 1:16
*My head is spinnin but my heart is in the right place, sometimes it has to have it's self a little earthquake.
CAPRII-LALAX
11:29 AM
i wont post anything today. im just so tired; after 1hour of non-stop studying i just couldnt take it anymore. havin such a bad headache =\ and i skipped choir. haven completed my hmk. they just keep piling and piling.. frustrates me. esp math! amath and emath. im gonna slp and i probably wont wake up till tmr morning.. but i will try t cos i have t complete my hmk! ciaos (: its only 5.30 now btw.
CAPRII-LALAX
Monday, March 27, 2006
1:27 PM
lalalaa~
as we walked out feeling bloated and full. everyone saw a LAMBORGHINI. lol i have no idea what the hell it is okay, but i just snapped it anw. i told you im nuts.
the boy v cute.. he so curious till he peeked into tha window! haha.
went t tampines mall after that, dad needed t do smth. so my brother and i searched for lulu's bday prsssie. (: cute! chip and dale. hee. actually i dont knw which is chip and which is dale. BLAH =x i bought one and my bro bought one and we gave it as a pair. so adorable ! (:
lalala~ me and my self obsessions.
blahh. so pressurised w the work and all. i need a brk. choir is piling up my time.. grrr..
*If I have wings, i want to fly down from the paradise just to see you. Do i have wings? No. Sadly, i can never see you again.
that beautiful coffee butterfly will continue to fly and dance in his heart.. forever...
these extracted frm dolcevita. yeap, kind of a nick for me (: its actually a story introduced by clement when i was sec1 that time.. hah. love it!
CAPRII-LALAX
Sunday, March 26, 2006
1:33 PM
love tha place. (:
food. blah.
see 2 greedy nerds. =p HAHA. THATS MY TUTOR, wilson! the guy - which is yinchiu [my cousin] bf! we went hi-tea tgther!
weeeeee. im nuts! (:
x)
yin chiu was too noisy. had t be shut up by wilson. LOL* jus kidding. i dont knw what happen here.
ohmygoodness. its 7.30 alr. gonna study for chem test tmr! lalala~ to be continued! stay tuned! HAHA. (:
*heartbreaker you've got the best of me but i just keep on comin back incessantly.
CAPRII-LALAX
Saturday, March 25, 2006
10:44 AM
i dont think so too. i've seen this all my life. haha. it's actually a fruit. called salak or whatever. LOL* tha nickname for it is snake-skin.
after peeling.. got another layer of skin. thats why its called snake skin. lol.
shed shed shed.
nice and clean.
can b seperated - looks disgusting hee. but tastes v nice!
tha seeddd. im so bo liao i knw.
hee the fruit tastes v sweet. like apple but more crunchy. and less juice! (: i dont knw whr tha heck it originated frm. but i bought them frm indo (: hehehe.
lalalaa. dont ask me how i got tha effect. i have no idea. love it!
ahahhaha. bo liao post i knw! pftt. AT LEAST YA'LL GAIN A KNOWLEDGE OF A FRUIT TODAY RIGHT? (:
CAPRII-LALAX
Friday, March 24, 2006
7:46 AM
[and i realised NO ONE SEEMS T CARE ! hmmph.] - i am such an attention seeker! hee.
reading happily until i flipped t page 87.
LOOKS LIKE MR JOSEPH NG RIGHT?
CLOSE UP.
JOE NG? is it his twin brother? i dont knw, soon kueh [soonyao] told me that mr ng's name also called joe. i dont knw haha! anyone knws?
see - prove that i am hardworking. i stick it up on my desk. haha!
AS YOU CAN SEE. I HAVE 3 TESTS NEXT WEEK.. have t study and study. i guess choir practice is gonna increase also.. golden jubilee in 2weeks!
i dont knw why i just dont like people just shooting their mouths t scold vulgarities.. everywhr in tha school, people just go *toot (#%!&#(#@ toot*! blah blah blah. its so depressing.. like its a habit alr, and they use it as a language smhow. even in blogs, i see people typin all those and it just saddens me =/
im not gonna do a christina here. hah. MY BLOG IS AN ANTI-DEPRESSING BLOG. =D sometimes things are not what it seems, but seeing is believing right? hah. i wanna move on w my life cos i knw you have and thr's someone special that you loved for 4years now. take care, my friend (:
day's fine. life's been smooth for me so far. just smtimes i have hiccups along tha way.. hee. i rly wanna give thanks to God.. for answering my prayers, and showing matthew the path =) have been praying alot these few days for a number of things. dad coming back tmr. heh and so many things been happening! i just love my life! thk God for it (:
oh i changed my song, tha one that adriano sang, my anata =) i knw my dearie like it! haha. but its gonna b temporary. im not rly into chinese songs. hee.
i realised gfs never rly taken a photo together, i browsed thru all my folders and i see seperate gfs here and thr. hmm we shld have an outing after mid-years and enjoy ourselves alright! (: *big hugs! love ya'll. hee.
"And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given to us."
- Romans 5:5
*so let's take tonight and never let go
while dancing we'll kiss like there's no tomorrow.
CAPRII-LALAX
Thursday, March 23, 2006
3:51 PM
Im sorry i didnt mean to call you
But i coudn't fight it
I guess i was weak and couldnt even hide it
And so i surrended just to hear your voice
I know how many times i said im gonna to live without you
And maybe someone else is standing there beside you
But there is something baby that you need to know
That deep inside me i feel like im dying
I have to see you it's all that im asking
*Vida, give me back my fantasies
The courage that i need to live
The air that i breathe
Carino mio, my worlds become so empty
My days are so cold and lonely and each night i taste
The purest of pain
I wish i could tell you im feeling better every day
That it didnt hurt me when you walked away
But to tell you the truth i cant find my way
And deep inside me i feel like im dying
I have to see you it's all that im asking
*chorus 2x
Im sorry i didnt mean to call you
But i coudn't fight it
I guess i was weak and couldnt even hide it
And so i surrended just to hear your voice
blah. im so so bored! taihong told me tmr mayb got emath remedial ha. =\ grrr.
CAPRII-LALAX
2:23 PM
hee. yes CHRISTINA. [dated 23march] totally agree! i wanted t touch on that! but you say first. hmmm. okay, shall post my opinions anw. whats w covering up for friends? to me, if i was in that situation.. i would have told tha truth. what for go against your conscience? what for lie? im so sick and tired of seeing this in class alr..
i do admit in some situation you have t cover up for them, but like somehow, if they play truant and you cover up like what's the point ha? like Mrs brian was so angry alr la. im not pin-pointing anyone - dont worry jas (: i knw at that point of time ya'll might not knw what t do and afraid of inflicting harm/punishment for your friends, and they'll hate you or whatever. if they hate you, you regard them as a friend? you are testing against your own conscience.. we're like 15 alr. we should tell right apart frm wrong. seriously dont get it. blah.. i knw christina agrees w me on this (: hoho.
anw, today i was so damn sleepy in class. grrr, went home t slp. frm 2.30-7 LOL* goodness, i think i study too much alr =x i got a shock when teacher said i PASSED AMATH! ahaha. 19/30 =/ could have gotten 3marks more! 45-11 = 34 right? i go write 36 and everything just went wrong. im surprised at myself that i could pass. thank God ! x) but i did study a little, im more afraid of geography ha. Ms ong seems.. disappointed. lalalas~ thats all. tmr will be a better day!
*it's like i live a thousand lifetimes still looking for the one that feels right
moving on just isn't working, you lit the fire that i burn in.
CAPRII-LALAX
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
4:21 PM
classes were alright. music was horrible. ms quek had some moodswings i guess? she was screamin and screamin. hah.. had chinese tuition. tutor never fail t make me laff. =) she's so nice. hee..
eatsweet tagged my board - tha one who bully me at bintan. xD i have no intentions of gng t tha army whatsoever. i want t go australia t study! =) mayb after O's or smth. if i can make it t a JC then i will go after A's. hah. big ambitions ha? i love tha life in Australia, rly nice place! hee. life's easier there! AND THR ARE SO MANY SURF BRANDS THR! [i aint that materialistic!]
im starting t love westlife's song. i bought tha CD! facetoface. hee.
talkin t matthew on tha phone, he is so damn tingtong! i keep promptin him and sending him nudges, and i can hear thru tha phone the sounds. i knw im lame.. he is seriously one crazy ass erzi la. LOL* im his mummy and also his counsellor! (: hes a big kuku-head. hohoho.
clement, thks for bein thr ya! x) appreciate it loads. everytime i feel so low and all, he just comfort me. haha! =D thanks!
*through the laughter and pain, together we're bound to fly.
i wasn't meant to love like this, not without you (:
CAPRII-LALAX
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
12:25 PM
hah! i was surprised when he knew how t tie the shoe laces! OH YA; his leg size in prob only an 8? but this boots 10.5 la! LOL* sooooo big. [not leg size. i meant shoe size]
oh my goodness la, i laffed like nuts when i heard he say : the person say maximum 12letters. so they cut my surname. LOL*
DARRYL C
that dumbo.
AHAHAHA.
he say he thinks he looks handsome in this picture! hahaha!
i look retarded ok.
actually i wanted t try the other hat; beret is it? i dont knw. lousy brother, dont lend me.
tha uniform. hah! soo greeen. i couldnt find tha buttons you knw -.-v its kind of like hidden in the thingy.
lalalala~
read stuff in a blog. i feeel so hurt hurt hurt HURT *screams. not frm my gfs' blog. i love them. =) rly nth t say.. i should forget abt tha past too ha? its alright. i believe God will help me pull thru all these setbacks and flashbacks. =) i love Him!
I don't care what they say about me
It's alright, it's alright
I don't care they think about me
It's alright, they'll get it one day
I love you, I'll follow you
You are my, my life
I will read my Bible and pray
I will follow you all day
I don't care what it costs anymore
Cos' you gave it all and I'm following you
I don't care what it takes anymore
No matter what happens I'm going your way
gosh; i freaked out today morning. i dont have school badge, then mrs brian asked me go up thr. 1st period was geog somemore! blah. was so paranoid abt tha test. then bought tha badge for $3. after that passed t matthew on tha way up. hah.. lucky tha test haven started. thank God. hmm, then did tha paper.. was okay. lucky i knw the local winds.. lol. I WILL PASS GEOGRAPHY. will not make tha stupid mistake that costed me my 4 marks.
emath; the mr lee teach too fast leh, mayb im slow learner? =x hah. seriously dont understand.
amath; was fine. did tha test. not that high hopes on passing, 1st 3 questions and last i knw how t do. the rest.. erm. i dont knw, but i tried. heh. hope i pass!
change of timetable. i dont like. eww.. end school at 3.10 on tuesdays. =( blah. but its alright!
today i went t ask my choir junior, sammel. if he got a twin brother. cos i saw 2 ppl got off tha car in tha morning. then he said YES. cos yesterday i waved at SOMEONE THAT LOOKED EXACTLY LIKE SAMMEL. AND YOU KNW WHAT? he said : SIAO EH!
CRYSTAL CARULLI, YOU ARE SUCH A DUMDUM. gosh. i feel so embarassed then. but its kind of silly when i think abt it. hee. x)
*dream t challenge your faith but faith makes your dreams come true!
guess its gonna bring me down; like falling when you try t fly.
CAPRII-LALAX
