Wednesday, February 28, 2007
7:38 PM
ranted at bestie and jacob today due t the excessive stress and burden. ahhhh, sorry both of you! i rly couldnt take the pressure inside this heart of mine alr ): im rly stressing myself out these few days cos i feel i've lesser time studying when i spend most of my time on choir or soon debates, competition's 9march.. and i hardly even watch tv anymore ):
supposed t go mug w mich and kel but mum didnt allow cos i ended music pretty late alr and she was rambling on and on about other irrelevant stuff :\ k off t study now.
Tears are the safety valve of the heart when too much pressure is laid on it.
ps: pictures when im feeling better.
CAPRII-LALAX
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
9:11 PM
let me just trust God wholeheartedly and pray incessantly.. im gonna be alright! God's grace is sufficient for me.. HAVE FAITH* :D everything's gonna be okay... choir tmrw morning, sec1 are brats and rly annoying ): but i've still gtta face it anyhow! i'll pull through, and music classes till 6+ great :\
it's alright, i still love my choir :D
cos i've got great choir buds!
great exco :D
mighty soprano section :D
my juniors - walter steven charlton kevin and gang for accompanying me for breakfast every wed and sat morning without fail :D
here; NV CHORALE :D
choir peeps reading this; let's all work hard tgether for SYF alright? im not giving up on this right now.. i rather we'd suffer now and have that taste of victory after [chinese: xian ku tian hou] is it? hahahaha! at least i tried, gotta give me some credit there (: i think i feel better after ranting :D yay bye!
ps : thanks bestie for that note! it was rly encouraging :D
CAPRII-LALAX
Monday, February 26, 2007
10:18 PM
yeah, camera shy z. hahhaha!
one of my fave photos w bestie :D
k choir was alright, sec1s are starting t show attitude and i rly dislike it when i hear complaints from my members ): argh... frustrating. and some people are giving me lame shit excuses saying : i have test tmrw so i have to go home to study and im not going for choir. AHHHHH, whats this? i also have tests tmrw! - geog + amath. you people are so selfish and heartless, i dont see your passion and committment t choir.
sigh, i didnt want to go as well but i went w a happy heart anyhow and i realised it isnt as boring as i thought :D went home, showered then met up bestie + guyfriend t study for tests tmrw, didnt managed t finish studying geog, but amath mostly done. AHHHH, can i say im prepared t fail this geog test? ): seriously im not even familiar w marine processes.. sigh. PERSERVERE CRYSTAL! I WILL PASS hahahhaa! anyhow, we chatted and joked as well, love you both! :D gnna mug for my geog now! I WILL PASS :D
CAPRII-LALAX
Saturday, February 24, 2007
4:40 PM
After chinese test, went home and met kel and faloon at compass thereafter headed t keith's place.
and the guys started dota-ing while i just sat there and watch.
mini lan shop hahahha!
Mich joined us from school at serangoon and headed to ps to catch a show. Wanted Norbit but unfortunately they went by the day gosh, so watched Ghost Rider at 6.25pm instead :D really nice though it's gruesome and ugly at some parts.
Keith's bday so he treated swensens :D
After the show around 8.45, we decided t go t keith's place again HAHAHA. the guyfriends went gaming.
rar there wasnt picture of bestie and i though ):
4 of us cabbed back t compass and fl went to meet his friends and the rest of us went home, it was great afterall la :D
________
TODAY :D
PRE - VI.
Guyfriends came by despite it being a saturday morning and this VI thing deprived them of their sleep ): anyhow, thanks guys.. i'm rly touched and overwhelmed w gratitude :D
my bestie came too :D thanks girlieeeee. love you!
.. and thanks t jacob + yongsheng too (: i rly appreciate it alot alot alot :D OH AND THE CHOIR! :DDD
I screwed up for my first song la, but it wasnt my fault cos the sound system sucked. like the song was too soft and my mic was very loud. But im glad la that they used it t gauge for the rest :D
My second song was alright and i enjoyed that one more hahaha! sorry if it was ear piercing at some parts laughs..
Jackson + Hengwai came back t sing [they're the VI last year and the previous year]
Announcing results.
If you're smart enough, go figure out who won :D actually everyone won; 1st 2nd or 3rd :D we're all winners (: [hint; look at don's and my trophy]
Debates were good though i was mentally and physically drained. I learnt alot :D Okay, off to do stuff and watch tv :D AHHHH IM ADDICTED T THE TV yay!
most impt, i wanna thank God for this :D
ps: even though my brother asks me to shut up everytime i start t sing at home, yea thanks -.-v cos when my parents told him, he smsed me : told you that you'll win.
SO SWEET RIGHT. HAHAHA I LOVE MY BROTHER :D
CAPRII-LALAX
