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livejournal move!

2007-11-16T23:24:00.000+08:00

im blogging at http://capri-lala.livejournal.com/ now :D

im blogging at http://capri-lala.livejournal.com/ now :D

XOXO,
CRYSTAL.

this blog's purpose is solely for boredom and unnecessary crappy rants when i need. so stay tuned :D

claire lim huiting (:

2007-09-29T22:58:00.000+08:00

THURSDAY : went swimming w my crazy girl, claire lim huiting :D
it was really madness okay! cos i was in a foul mood the whole morning due to a freaking annoying issue that doesnt even concerns me but anyhow i really felt better after just ranting at claire etc.

while swimming i had kuku leg cramps ): lucky claire was there to "Save me" or else i would have drowned! LOL serious. the lifeguard did some stuff and it slowly became better yay! it was rly rly eventful but fun nonetheless :D we swam and jacuzzi-ed for 2hours+! hahahha happy!

headed to naked fish t dine!
[this is a rare occasion where i blog so many pictures~]

studied abit....

went t the lobby t study awhile :D

thanks my dear girl~ you def made my day w the secrets and lame jokes... love you! :D

headed to my aunt's place after that... 9pm+? yeap and went home around 1am+. asked my mum if i could skip school and she said "ask your father" and my dad say okay HAHAHA!

FRIDAY : so i awoke next morning around 10.30 and dazed around the house, went back t school for CRT but it was cancelled.. and i kana tau-poked by the girls and all. it was omg la -.-
stayed back in school t study alone t await music classes, and headed home at 7! :D

SATURDAY [today] : piano lessons then IKEA + COURTS w mummy and daddy; saw this super nice camera at $499 that my dad's gnna get me YAYNESS! :D casio casio... gold colour. but but... they only had the silver colour one, so might head t the other branch t get it, cant wait! Ikea... bought my chair and some nice candies!
headed home, slacked a little; tried playing chopin's waltz.. then i pester-ed my bro t accompany t cp mac's t study while he used the laptop and yay! we went there from 8-10.30pm. studied aBIT only~

that's my week.
quite satisfied w my prelims though its not really desirable yet...
english - C6
emath - A1
amath - B4
chinese - B4
p geog - C5
c. humans - D7
c. science - B3
music - C6

L1R4 : 19
L1R5 : 23

yeap that's all (: XOXO!
thank you Lord, for all these amazing things i have.. esp the family and friends that you bless me with :D

jasmines bbq

2007-09-21T22:47:00.000+08:00

went t jasmine's place for bbq today w my gems :D
real tired so i'll let the pictures do the talking!

apparent jay chou fan.

crazy girls who wanna be boys :X

N.G [no good] shots!

cam-whored and ate a whole tub of icecreammm. yum!

dad came t pick me up early and the girls continued t watch surf's up.

..... HAPPY :D

my bestie and i -

LOVEEEE :D

besties rock

2007-09-20T21:36:00.000+08:00

PRELIMS ARE THANKFULLY OVER! O LVLS IN A MONTH!

anw watched underdog w bestie today,we went t diva t buy a new bes-tie necklace! remember the red one? we bought the black one and it's rly nice :D will post when i get pictures from mich.

headed down t the club after watching thru vivo and swam for awhile due t the irritation of our eyes w/o the googles! ): went t jacuzzi and went t eat at the fish shop - YUM :D
tmrw - Bbq at Jasmine's maybe :D loveeee. i wanna go have fun!

anw, i update more on livejournal so yeap - capri-lala.livejournal.com

much love to my two besties/bitches :D

i wear a haloooo

2007-09-14T20:15:00.000+08:00

HEROES WORLD TOUR!

i missed them when they were in Singapore; VIVO ): due to some music class.
AHHHHHHH.
i love these 4 heroes :DDD IN PARIS!

JACK COLEMAN. HAYDEN PANETTIERE.
MILO VENTIMIGLIA. ADRIAN PASDAR.

livejournal is for friends only! :D capri-lala.livejournal.com

my fave pair (: they arent tgt but they sure look good tgt :D
dont mind the 12year age gap! :X

prelims are almost done! history, geog + science mcq, physics and music left!
after that im gnna take a short 2-3day break before mugging again for O's :D

lunch was a blast today, it wasnt the usual. usually xq w ramble about her happiness, yunjia about her worries, michelle w laugh at silly things. me and jm w be like : er whatever. hahahaha! serious. today was great nonetheless, i really missed 2e6 times yeap! scott matthew etc :D love it. esp when the form and co-form were mr tsung and mrs wong.. awww ): they're both gone alr. crazy times but fun as always (:

anw my prelims has been alright, thank God for that! i only slept at 3.10am last night due t some insomnia maybe, something is just tugging at my heartstrings so hard that it hurts ): i was rly down but the fan-made halo/paire videos def cheered me up :D
random : im actually starting to like music classes :D

follow me

2007-09-08T12:06:00.000+08:00

hey all - IM SUPER GROSSED OUT WHEN I READ A BLOG JUST NOW.

SO EW CAN~ somemore it was about me, blah.

anw, i just feel more hatred but i tell myself t chill out and not to think so much. blah!

damn irritated i tell you, im lucky im nt related t that person anymore.
anw, piano day today! and that stupid seewei has my chem ans booklet ): MONDAY IS CHEM!

relink me, for those who knows my link!

MOVED

2007-08-31T20:56:00.000+08:00

moved to capri-lala.livejournal.com

XOXO.

last goodbye

2007-08-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

moving to lj permanently i guess.
will be blogging here when i feel like it :D
this blog's dead anyway~ (:

okay... jam band vid's i uploaded. not really good quality but yeap.

KUANG BIAO @ NORTH VISTA! :DDD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SZSxNjSY0Zw

THIS TRAGIC AFFAIR :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qz0hKLmfpSM

get link of lj from me! if i like you i'll give it t you :D
blah, those nosy people might have alr known anyway.
week's been great. studying like mad right now cos prelims are next week and stuff! heh, alright. goodbye t this blog!

MUCH LOVE!

class photos + besties

2007-08-09T16:49:00.000+08:00

BLAH.

.... hmm. i wonder.... :D

CLAIRE LIM HUITING :DDD
thanks for being such a great friend yeap :D i love wed breakfasts w you!

been out studying w justin timberlake and michelle yeo. LOL.

indulged in chocolate at the library! :D

CLASS OF 2007; 4E4.

ps : i really dislike mrs edison. i think mdm woo is so much better.

bestest ((:

besties.

happy national day! :D
aye, i took the vid of tragic affair and kuang biao's performance. shall load it up t youtube soon! :D

national day celebrations was a blast! best i had in the 4years in NV hahaha! poor jasmine dear was being tossed around t daryl ! :D after that, jasmine came by my place while i showered and packed music classes stuff before we headed t cherlyn's condo for daryl/charis birthday celebration. i was only there t accompany her cos she's pretty afraid hahaha! but i left soon t go for music lesson and she was left alone there, hope she enjoyed herself! i love you jasmine lee huishan, my dear crazy girl! :D so much love!

bye all :DDD

my loves

2007-08-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

my loves!

bored so i edited. XOXO.

pisssssed

2007-07-31T22:41:00.000+08:00

hey im sorry but you're starting to really annoy me and piss me off.

stop it with the freaking rumours alright, i could've sworn that i wanted just t scream in your face. just letting me know once is enough, thank you very much. is it THAT fun to tease around? i would like to say this to you : mind your own business.

i just cant take it, seriously. note that what you're doing is pretty much affecting my friendship w him. and i really dont want that. and if it really happens, i just dont see how i can forgive you for that. just shut up please? it'll be GREATLY APPRECIATED. now stop it with those cheeky whispers and ignorant talk of something you know not of. i really cant stand the sight of it and to be honest, it's starting t get on my every last bit of nerve.

just so you know.

more in livejournal.

2007-07-30T21:10:00.000+08:00

http://groups.imeem.com/SuIJ5EFs/music/iVki3Jid/timeless_piano_version/

simply lovely! :D
amath mock exam tmrw, blah!
anw, not blogging much. closing this blog soon! :D

edited pictures due t boredom

2007-07-28T11:30:00.000+08:00

had chem mock exam, kuku it was tough ): i didnt know about oxidation etc so practically can say that i flunked it. headed t rp for breakfast w mich, fl and gabee. hmm.. gabriel asked me some stuff which isnt appropriate here so yeap!
madness. i decided t edit a few pictures since i've got some time before piano classes.

blah bye! tuition later too, BOO! ): have t do some revision later on too! :D

HEROES SEASON2 PROMOS

2007-07-27T22:02:00.000+08:00

If you listen up closely, maybe you might hear the beating of my heart and the saga of my tears.

HEROES SEASON2 PROMO PICS; just gnna post these very few, omg heroes is like my ultimate love la! :D
cast's coming over t singapore on 31august! YAYNESS TOO!

MOHINDER.

HIRO

SYLAR.

NATHAN.

CLAIRE!

CAST!

... not forgetting peter petrelli, hot! :D

im really moody. sigh.. please stop all these thoughts ): im really tired. really annoyed. really flustered with all these thoughts of something that didnt exist at all. or someone, perhaps? livejournal time.

shall blog :D

2007-07-24T21:11:00.000+08:00

okay i shall take some time out to blog. feel accomplished that i've finished composing my vocalist's melody for my music coursework :D love it...

bestie's and my locker.

SLEEPERS.

Self-obsessed.

taupok haris.

GFS OUTING TODAY :D celebrate ber's birthday!
cabbed down to clarke quay.

choco fondue :D

self obsessing in the car.

heh toodles! (:
anw... more in livejournal :D loves!

madness in studying

2007-07-17T20:43:00.000+08:00

blah, been studying in the library for the 2 nights alr (:

yesterday w yongliang, dudley and lewis and today w yongliang. madness.. but i really feel great after studying and stuff, esp when i have people t help me clarify my doubts and laugh in between to remove the stress thats building w the questions that are hard to solve and stuff.

passed integration test, by half mark 23/45 oh great. so many careless mistakes just killed me. only got the method marks, but it's alright, at least i know where i stand. oh 3day motivation camp starts tmrw. am gnna miss 3-6pm and friday after 3pm onwards. mrs tay wasnt so happy when i told her about that. but im still gng for my music classes tmrw anyhow :D and my grandfather's birthday on friday night :D madness, cant wait! oh gosh, mock exams + piano lessons on friday. crazy...

i cant tell you how much i dislike mrs edison,

i still got my books t finish reading, nora roberts is my current love (: reading most of her trilogies. real nice i must say! :D just borrowed the "irish born" trilogy and finished the "in the garden" trilogy. oh man, im a sucker for love novels (:

i cant say im really happy w my life right now cos my heart wont let me be but im trying t face each day w a smile and a positive mindset t keep me staying strong. there's just something..... missing in a way. i feel out of place. Lord would you fill that empty space in my heart?

made to worship

2007-07-15T12:05:00.000+08:00

dawn.

hmm... camera shy.

friday night! :D
MALCOLM :D

i was a little bored, my itchy hands hahaha!

made to do mathematics.

this is yongliang.

made to worship! this is dudley.

MADE TO WORSHIP - CHRIS TOMLIN.

Before the day

Before the light

Before the world revolved around the sun

God on high

Stepped down into time

And wrote the story of His love for everyone

He has filled our hearts with wonder

So that we always remember

You and I were made to worship

You and I are called to love

You and I are forgiven and free

When you and I embrace surrender

When you and I choose to believe

Then you and I will see who we were meant to be

All we are
And all we have

Is all a gift from God that we receive

Brought to lifeWe open up our eyes

To see the majesty and glory of the King

He has filled our hearts with wonder

So that we always remember

Even the rocks cry out

Even the heavens shout

At the sound of His Holy name

So let every voice sing out

Let every knee bow down

He's worthy of all our praise

You and I were made to worship
You and I are called to love
You and I are forgiven and free
When you and I embrace surrender
When you and I choose to believe
Then you and I will see who we were meant to be

green. live earth.

2007-07-14T23:18:00.000+08:00

green :D
080707 brother and i went green :D

went t geylang oh gosh, i actually saw prostitutes. ew... went t have some treat. adults had frog legs but it was ew t me ):

then they went for durians ): double ew...

home!

one week delay of photos :D more tmr!

claire/ this is goodbye

2007-07-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

so claire lim huiting decided to show me an icon of patrick dancing or smthg on msn.... to humour me i suppose?

† ĸωіѕтεя says:
WHAT
† ĸωіѕтεя says:
-.- patrick,
† ĸωіѕтεя says:
gosh claireeeeee
† ĸωіѕтεя says:
LOL
† ĸωіѕтεя says:
u madness ar
♥ CLAIRE'S says:
ha ha i also didn't know i had it.
♥ CLAIRE'S says:
but still
♥ CLAIRE'S says:
its so cute.
♥ CLAIRE'S says:
pat is so stupid, that makes him cute.
† ĸωіѕтεя says:
what..
† ĸωіѕтεя says:
you like stupid guys?
† ĸωіѕтεя says:
:X
† ĸωіѕтεя says:
stupid = cute?!!!
♥ CLAIRE'S says:
ha ha!
♥ CLAIRE'S says:
i didn't say i like stupid guys.
♥ CLAIRE'S says:
i like stupid cartoons.
♥ CLAIRE'S says:
ha ha.
♥ CLAIRE'S says:
like spongebob.

found this 2pictures in my camera's other memory card.

gosh. i felt the bits of my hearts swell and jerk.. nothing w ever be the same again. never will. move on, move on, move on. all good things must come t an end, and it was good while it lasted. denial? maybe. just keep telling yourself that... God has greater plans for you in your life for it t flourish so that you may be a person w great faith (:

keep smiling like how the sun never fail t shine everyday (:
and keep holding on t the faith within...

my dad is so hilarious can. LOL*

me : hey father, i feel like having mcflurry now leh.
dad : call your mum, she's at amk line dancing, there got mcdonald.
me : erm it's an ice cream.
dad : ya i know; ask her to buy for you later.
me : dad, it will melt.
dad : er.... you still wanna call her t buy?
me : *speechless* erm nvm la, maybe tmrw then i buy.
dad : huh dont want already arh? okay.

note : i call my mum "mother" and my dad "father" dont ask me why (:

moving on t a new chapter of my life right now. actually, already moved on. this blog will be used as some silly picture blog or some crazy rants but actually blogging at my livejournal (: try asking me for the link and if i like it i'll give it t you. it's a semi-private blog.
this blog has been a real comfort t me, i'll blog here occassionally yeap :D blog is so dead anyway. oh well... goodbye all.

XOXO, CRYSTAL.

HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHONENIX

2007-07-13T21:54:00.000+08:00

harry potter and the order of the phoenix was great!
loved it. i wanna go watch it again :D really worth watching i would say (: even though some flaws in the movie due to time constrain. 2hours+ movie! dolores umbridge is so..... RAR! annoying woman and so detestable. luna's kinda creepy but she's got more lines than draco. and dudley is so unrecognisable! go watch it all :D

amath test was alright i guess. passable. aw man, so many pictures t blog - some other day yeah?
headed to the library t study alone on tuesday night and just now. felt great being in the silence and the self-revision was nice (: bummed to yongliang and dudley and headed t starbucks t continue studying cos library closed at 9. so many things t blog about but i just cant think of it right now... motivating myself t study hard. can't depend of luck or stuff. classes are kinda boring though. geog classes are practically dreamland all the way and english classes are just lessons w doing nothing but listening to mdm woo's screams and shouts. the only classes that im attentive at are the sciences and math. humans are blah.

omgoodness i hate word blogging. will be away long term and thinking of closing this blog and stick t my private one, suggestions?

XOXO

2007-07-09T16:15:00.000+08:00

other pictures!

__________________________________________

MADNESS.

BYE ALL :D
OH I CANT WAIT, HARRY POTTER THIS THURSDAY W MY FAM! PREMIERE DAY! :D SO MUCH LOVE. i'll give ya'll spoilers on friday! bleah~

ps: sometimes it really makes me wonder...

2007-07-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

07-07-07 :D

awesome.
mich says she wanna get married on 12-12-12 LAUGH OUT LOUD.

went for some physics tuition which i find is pretty pointless. blah, waste of time.
headed t compass t meet my dad and bro for sushi :D yum. met bestie at compass and headed t her place around 7pm.

WATCHED LIVE EARTH!

and the consequence was seriously insane laughters.

reminiscing childhood.

guess who? GABRIEL WONG!

Some antartica band. cool stuff!

michelle and her PIG-u :D

wanna know what drove her to the brink of insanity that she used the pig as drum sticks?

linkin park! we were like screaming the lyrics in the house, seriously!

eg - i've become so numb i cant feel you there...

LOL it was really hilarious. laughing frenziedly throughout. MADNESS.

ponytail!

wanna know how to make the world a better place? (:

great fun today bestie. love you tons! someone i can always seek solace in, no matter what situation ((: really appreciate you!

headed home around 10pm.
alright, more in mich's camera. tmrw loves!

WEAR GREEN TMR TO SUPPORT LIVE EARTH :D

ming's wedding

2007-07-07T13:54:00.000+08:00

WEDDING BELLS!
Cousin's wedding last night (: just some pictures.
not edited though... i've no time!

mum and dad :D

cousins (:

upon reaching, yinchiu asked me t be the english MC while she do the chinese. hahah! so unprepared!

pretty and handsome~

all my cousins! (: except joel who's in australia.

my mum's brothers and sisters (:

FAMILY PORTRAIT (:

yeap i love them all (: lunch w besties was fun hahaha! off t tuition soon and might be gng t mich's place later~ rar. bye all!

menses suck

2007-07-07T00:09:00.000+08:00

RAR.
i hate menses cramp, period. i actually cried because of the stupid pain in my tummy on wed, bloody hell. i hate it i hate the pain! why must woman suffer this fate.. MADNESS. and and and, i actually took so many panadols that my gems said im immune to it. SCREW PERIODS!!! PLUS THE CRAMPS. annoying little pain.

been talking t both my besties alot which is rly good and im thankful (: mich and kel; i love you both so very much! phonecalls, smses and chats on msn w just make my day sometime, just sharing jokes and crazy little details of life w just be sufficient (: been playing guitar often, in love w Chris Tomlin's Indescribable and much more. MADNESS, piano lessons tmrw and my fingers are kuku stiff! plus physics tuitions and mock exams... crazy schedule. pigu - new word mich likes t use, that crazy girl.
anw i've been busy like nuts! CRTs and more CRTs, wedding dinner just now was great! posting pictures next week, am really packed for the weekends, poor crystal ): MADNESS, mock exams tmrw and i think i drank too much just now cos im tipsy alr, still mugging for my chem though and it's like 12.30am, brilliant. goodnight all!

xq; w be missing your presence! have fun, take care and do well for your competition in australia girl! (:
XOXO;
CRYSTAL.

screw chinse oral

2007-07-04T20:21:00.000+08:00

RAR SCREW CHINESE ORAL!

crap crap crap crap crap.
i practically screwed my whole oral up, the passage was abit better than the convo i think. i actually asked the examiner to repeat the question 4 times and explain to me. madness! LOL* i spoke lots of english, inevitably ):
okay nevermind, get over it crystal. move on. sun burnt still hurts and my brother never fails to hurt me when applying moisturizer for me. blah, that little brat. laughing at my agony and pain! crazy. CRT lessons till 4pm everyday... madness. wedding dinner on friday! cant wait, oh saturdays are packed! science + english mock exams, followed by piano lessons and physics tuition! MADNESS. okay nvm, take it in my stride (: bye all!

_________________________________

just being on the phone for hours w you will be timeless.
that was then.
i've to let these intangible feelings go eventually
ease the burden, ease the mind, ease the pain

Sentosa outing w classmates (: YOUTH DAY.

2007-07-02T21:31:00.000+08:00

YOUTH DAY! sentosa outing!
supposedly meeting at 10am but waited and waited till 11am and headed t harbourfront (: peope present were hassy, me, val, yuwei weiqi, zhao, aaron, kennethlau, gary and jacob.

guyfriend jacob :D

lunched then headed t take a bus there.

hasssy (:

burying zhao.

V is for VALERIE!

went t shower around 3.30pm +.. hot hot hot!

yay he agreed t a picture! :D

on the way back.

Evelyn joined us after her study!

my gems (:

went t vivo t grab a bite!

my favourite~

waited for jasminechng and chongee t come w aaron's birthday cake. went to the top floor t have a mini celebration.

.... happy 16th aaron!

SUN KISSED! red hot and painful! gosh chinese o lvl oral tmrw. great let me go talk t myself in chinese now, bye all. am super tired! had a super wonderful day w my classmates (:

sentosa tmrw :D

2007-07-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

rar. so tired... went house hunting and tuition and did some maths till i got this bad headache :/

am gng t sentosa w some of my classmates tmrw. val and i planned :D
my camera's spoilt but i'll try t get some pictures anyhow (: shan't update my day today. it's great, has always been and always will be.

goodnight my loves.

things i can nvr fathom

2007-06-30T14:12:00.000+08:00

I just load the bunch of photos that's been stuck in my handphone hahaha!
photo date ranges from 2mths back (:

LOOK! SCIENCE MOCK EXAMS ON SATURDAYS ):

hmm..... guess who? :D

...EVELYN TEO LU MIN LOL~

the cutest brother loves sleeping on my bed, half-naked -.-v tsk.

St john day? hmm.

THE TRILOGY!

TODAY~

this is valerie.

hassy bought some bubble thing.

the look of fascination.

i love all of you :D

off t take my nap nap.

school times/cip

2007-06-30T13:20:00.000+08:00

pictures in class on random occasions (:
that's chong ee w his "hearos", supposedly for jamming. and it's supposed t be put in the ear, though i think its quite useless... $29?!

from jasmine's pencil box LOL*

CIP today was great. my camera has a problem ): my brother was the last t use it so i assume he's the one responsible for that ): im like really sad....... sigh.

SEE THERE ARE LINES WHEN IM TAKING A PICTURE!

Here too ):

this was very long ago.

headed to cp mac's w my gems for breakfast (: xtina, val, weiqi, claire, hassy and jasmine.
xtina and jasmine went home. the rest of us went to sculpture park to play, it was like damn hot cos it's around 10am+? crazy... we slacked and took pictures till around 1 before going home.. craziness. the weather is really going nuts.
around 20+ pictures in my handphone~ will get it load soon :D

irish trilogy

2007-06-29T19:13:00.000+08:00

i think claire's right. i've been doing my constructive blogging in my other blog that i've neglected this blog of mine.
hmm, okay anyhow; im really IN LOVE w this trilogy by Nora Roberts. it's supposedly the Irish Trilogy - Jewels of the sun, Tears of the moon, Heart of the sea. it's really addictive and such great books (: i'll recommend! best i've read so far. captured my heart instantly :D I feel happy when i read esp when i can get engrossed in books. goodness, my mind wont focus. ahhhhh.. i really really want ya'll to read it cos it's awesome and it's interesting t know that it's connected w romance and myths. thank you evelyn for recommending (: i saw the books at popular and i've the sudden urge to buy it but but but.... it's like $17 each ):

okay so i went home after school today, showered and watched tv before heading back t school. apparently the rain hates me or something, it was drizzling when i came down. as i stepped out, IT POURED. *pouts ): but physics was great fun today.. crazy jokes. met bestie t study and talk after that.. mostly talking though. hahaha! loveee.
cip tmrw. that's so annoying please.. we've to go to collect newspapers or smthg. crappy lol..

why do people have to assume that when you see a girl and a guy together, they have to be an item. gosh, thats what happened t me just now can. crazy... i just cant take it that a guy and a girl cannot have a PURELY PLATONIC RELATIONSHIP? no strings attached, nothing.... this annoys me and bugs me seriously. and if you're seen w a guy that you joke around with, you're considered FLIRTING. great, see how the mind works? crazy little wonders of life.
okay i'll blog on my other now :D

EMMANUEL

2007-06-27T19:53:00.000+08:00

Emmanuel - Hillsong United

Holy Holy, i will bow before
My Lord and King
Hallelujah, You have come to us
You make all things new

Emmanuel; Jesus Christ
You'll never let me go
My Sheperd King
You're watching over me
Emmanuel

So amazing
You have named the stars of the deepest night
Still You love me
You have called my name
I will follow You

in love w this song (: amazing.. heard from dudley of a salvation today, awesome..
classes been great i guess. i keep myself reading to clear my thoughts... and im getting addicted t books alr. hahaha!
oh boo ): no tags, oh well. short one! bye all.

whatever/

2007-06-25T20:40:00.000+08:00

let me blog some pictures, damn shag la today. first day of school was alright though.
im like gnna chiong on my studies so i'll blog lesser cos im gnna refrain from the com, just hope i limit myself to an hour or smthg. rar.

my faveeee ;D

lunched w besties though some awkwardness i tried t lighten it up. we gotta take things slowly t build the trust again i guess. i hate to be in the middle sometimes :/ im gonna trust God as well.. im not gonna let go of this faith once more.

weather's so bad and it's causing me t get sick so often alr. crap. k im off to study alr! bye all.

When im alone in the night and the moon sheds its tears,
i know my world would come right if only you were here.
Without you, my heart is empty of all but the memories it keeps.
You, only you, stay inside me in the night while the mood weeps.

demise - end of something that used to exist.

besties + gems

2007-06-24T22:30:00.000+08:00

monday! :D movie w bestie.
fantastic four - was great!

random pictures of gems :D

TODAY.

gosh, i dragged my butt out of bed at 6.30am this morning. met bestie and trained down to suntec.

went for newcreation service at rock auditorium.

different from youthnet definitely. but i think both are equally present of the Holy Spirit and the word of God was awesome. i've been praying about changing church etc, more on my other bloggy yeah. shan't elaborate here.

dear girl, its been a long way and still gnna be very long.
take comfort in the fact that we're here for each other; really blessed and bonded w the love of God - always and forever!

Daughters of God :D

bestie.

alright im tired. schl tmrw. gosh, physics. DREAD. bye.

dad's 43rd

2007-06-23T22:52:00.000+08:00

My dad's birthday.

went to east coast for seafood :D

my parents! :D

this is chong chong's mum :D

my cousin yinchiu and her boyfriend.

love! more tmrw :D w gems and bestie!

this assurance.

2007-06-23T10:31:00.000+08:00

hey guys, im fine (: thanks for the tags anyhow.

note; i am not quarreling w michelle. laughs..

im refraining from coming online. because of a few reasons, dont want t go online and be reminded of unhappy stuff. i dont want t get addicted t the computer and try focusing my attention on studying.
100+ pictures later :D brother's taking the com so i cant load it up right now. my gems are making me happy like a crazy tingtong. loves! :D crazy girls hahaha!

audition at ajc was great! shant elaborate, check my other blog.
choir was great.. am really happy w the new exco etc (: gosh i was so exhausted that i slept at like 7pm last night and i woke up at 10am today. LOL*
my heart still feels sore. cunning bitch? i really dont know but i dont like the sight of you.

i remember what you told me from the start.
you're something and someone that i can't go a full day without thinking about.
broken pieces will not mend our past now.

foursome....

2007-06-20T23:10:00.000+08:00

taken from michelle's blog dated 20june.

so you'r telling me our friendship is that fragile? give it a smack and you'd see a slight crack? no, thats not just a slight crack. its broken, already. just when will you stop living in your own cyberworld? you've totally alienated us. i walked pass you today, was expecting a hello from you. but you shove your head away and totally ignored my presence. you may not realised, but i did cause i care.just a couple of months ago, we were the best of friends ever. movie dates, sushi treats, study groups, icecreams... we talked non-stop online. i remembered how many times i cried over the phone, and i remembered how you comforted me, till past midnight. you stayed by me, as a friend. i remembered how many times we quarrel over the slightest thing and how many times i blocked you online and even deleted you away from my contact list. i remember the hug you gave me when i was crying so badly that day, that was a hug from a true friend, from someone who cared.

when was the last time you called me blastoise? do you remember? i bet not. when was the last time we laugh all night and nothing could stop us? when was the last time we hanged out? when was the last time you see me online and took the initiative to talk to me? when was the last time you cared? although things didnt work out between us, i still wish i could have you as my bestfriend. is it too much to ask for? now, i hate asking you out cos you dont even have the heart to do so. so what if you are with us when your heart is miles away. whats the point? i tried so hard to narrow the gap between us. but whenever i take a step forward, you take a step back. in this way, i can never reach you and we will never be friends again. remember, it takes two hands to clap.

one day, we sat down and had a talk. ' do you think we'll be still best of friends in the years to come? '. we were so certain that it was a yes. but its not even a year and it turned to be a no already. little did i expect all these to happen, at all. i had a dream last night, a really sweet one. you may think im whipping up some stupid story just to gain your sympathy but no. i dreamt that the four of us were still best of friends. we had a day out and we really were back together once again which was really heartwarming. but when my alarm went off, i knew it was impossible.
its not a foursome anymore, its a duo. goodbye.

....this is such a letdown. im utterly disappointed and i really thought this bond was the start of a great and special friendship, guess i was wrong. i actually teared reading this, gosh do you know how heart-wrenching it is? i really missed those time where you would console me and joke around. where we would laugh like some insane little kids through the night, the ice cream and all those movies.

to the one who's been alienated, i give up all hope.

i dont know what to believe..... give me some faith, will you?

im sorry you might not know but it's taking the life out of me.

rar a short hiatus

2007-06-20T18:07:00.000+08:00

hey all !

been real busy w stuff.
~~something cropped up and it's affecting me greatly.~~
it's alright, my gems made my week so far in school :D love.
goodness, was rushing my music project for the past few days so didnt have time t blog
today's my dad's birthday, gng out t celebrate soon! tmrw i've some things gng on, friday i'll be gng back t choir [finally can give walter his BELATED prez] :D

so all the photos i'll be bloggin them up on saturday or sunday! :D im like really busy and lazy :X
gnna start studying real soon too!

SATURDAY :D

dont take my bestfriend

2007-06-18T22:58:00.000+08:00

.... you've done it.

mandarin gardens - DOGS :D

2007-06-15T21:56:00.000+08:00

Mum went t her friend's condo t play mahjong, so i followed her :D
main intention was to see the dogs and do my homework :D

Meet PEEBLES :D
she's a trained dog, goodness so clever! :D
can respond to her name and ask her to sit etc. VERY LOVABLE SCHNAUZER~

she's wearing a "pampers" cos she's having her period, laughs.

CUTE LIL SANDY :D 2months old, she was bought only on monday.

CUTE-NESS :D yorkshire terrier~ heart melts*-

studied :D managed t finish up my chemistry!

MY COMPANION :D LOVES.

this cuddly little thing fell asleep on my laps! loves to change slping positions too!

MY OTHER COMPANION laughs.

hungry~ woke up t eat.

peebles is aslp alr!

oh man. i feel like getting a dog, right now. LOL, out of the question blah.

headed home. 3.40am~

HAPPIEST MOMENT OF THE MONTH :D

RISE AND SHINE~ went for my piano lessons. felt great and happy! :D

I FEEL SUPER HAPPY RIGHT NOW :D
aahhhhhhhhhh the puppies make me smile :DDD I know why dogs are man's bestfriend right now~ :D good company for all time's sake~ ULTIMATE!
LOVE.

photoshopped :D dog.

2007-06-15T17:42:00.000+08:00

HELLO ALL :D

so i did some photoshopping using my bro's com.
my com is having some problems, blah.
that's why the lack of updates etc.

I BOUGHT A DOG :D
adorable isn't it? :DDD
yorkshire terrier like i wanted~

... find out more next post and more pictures of this adorable little sweetheart! using my brother's com right now so dont want to upload all the pictures etc.
crystal is happy, yay yay yay :D

ps : im gnna update all my links area soon. so those who change links or smthg let me know by leaving a tag ya? :D

pps : this is a joke. the dog isn't really mine laughs~ :D

Dar's Birthday

2007-06-10T23:20:00.000+08:00

Ipod :D

went t view the house.

love e view.

dinner.

that's my cousin and his bride.

dearie :D

crashed t my cousin's place.

Birthday kids :D

self-timer again laughs.

I LOVE THIS ONE LAUGHS!

oh what a sight -.-v

nt gonna post much thoughts today. more in my other blog (: love!

ps: ocean's thirteen was great. but you've gotta watch eleven and twelve to get the picture ya? :D didn't write that in my previous.

pps: my hair. the plaits was accidental , i just happen to feel like it! :D

home is where the heart is

2007-06-09T21:17:00.000+08:00

HELLO ALL :D

I just remembered that it's my brother's 14th birthday tmrw! oops :X
im such a horrible sister. i almost forgot~ aiks!
and he kept braggin and braggin today that tmrw's his birthday.
he got an ipon nano from my dad and he isn't satisfied cos he wants a new phone. WHAT THE right laughs!

anyhow, i guess i'll give church a miss tmrw again. have t see some house at srgn area and go for tuition. followed by brother's birthday dinner[?]
OOOOO CHONG CHONG'S BIRTHDAY ON THE 11th! :D

lalalalala. more details in other blog :D tc all!

carullis :D ocean thirteen!

2007-06-09T10:50:00.000+08:00

hahaha! the way me and my brother sits on the computer chair is the same lah, so funny.
playing some spiderman game blah.

Studying w my brother in my room and played w the self timer.

attention seeker.

Piano lessons :D

took train down to suntec t meet my bro and mother, dad joined after his work [he works at suntec btw]

crave :D

MOVIE TIME :D

nice display of the silver surfer~

played w the self-timer again.
omg first shot's spastic; LOL. knocked onto my bro's head.

HOME :D

hahahha i think it's really nice to have a brother i guess. i could pour every sorrow and bitterness of my life to him and he'll just listen and not say anything LOL* which is good i supposed :D

i wnna go watch another movie soon, after bestie gets back tgt w seewei and keith! rar.

bye all.

laughters.

2007-06-08T01:57:00.000+08:00

JUST FOR LAUGHS :D

off t piano lessons now - fingers are dead stiff and i haven't been playing for 2weeks; tsk!
gnna watch OCEAN'S THIRTEEN w my family after that, yayness :D
hopefully shopping and pictures too! :D
crystal is happy!

W LOVE,XOXO.

a little hope.

2007-06-06T20:28:00.000+08:00

went dinner w bestie, chatted and stuff. real nice to have someone to share something personal with :X CANNOT TELL ANYONE AR, omgoodness - the part where we started to burst into crazy laughters at macdonalds'. SO KUKU CAN! *blush*
she's leaving for malaysia tmrw, gonna miss you so much girl! do have fun yeah, much love! :D

goodness, have t start studying and everything alr. tsk, cravings for movie session. might watch ocean's thirteen w my family soon! and next week w asses - fan4? :D we'll see how. sudden crave for apple strudels as well. rar, and there's nothing much to blog i guess. might take a hiatus until i've something to blog about. my tagboard's dead anw. hohoho :D

love; XOXO.

Taman Negara

2007-06-05T17:37:00.001+08:00

decided t collage my pictures t save space and time :D

my lovely girlieeee :D

7hour train ride; played cards and crapped.

in the train, jasmine slpt on the upper deck. i dont think i managed t slp well due t the bumpy ride and the jerks.

took a bus from the train station t the resort.

the surroundings.

took this boat ride w breath-taking views of the trees :D

jasmine and i plus waiihoong [RAIN] and yongsheng [CAT]!

nature nature.

TREES :D LOL

trekking t see the cascades at lata berkoh! encounter many insects which still grosses me out.

went t the canopy walkway! :D

oh, after the canopy walk we headed t the night jungle walk :D cool stuff!

SECOND DAY - no pictures, camera would've been screwed if i brought it along. went to trekking for 1km in the muddy jungle [where i almost fell 4times] visited the orang asli and crawled thru a cave! headed to the rapid shooting where everyone was drenched because of the playing w water and the pouring. sat and enjoyed the cool waters w the rocks that could produce colourings.

and and and sandcastle building competition, build a turtle sandcastle - super funny! laughs. and headed back t wash up (:

washed up and dinnered :D

slept w jasmine on the double bed; roomates were jesslyn and amanda chuang :D

LOL*

reflection time.

SATAY PARTY!

took group photos w our guides. YAHOO was awesome :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR GOH :D

sunset; lol kidding.

the room light.

BEDTIME!

next morning, all ready t go home!

went t the tekam plantation.

the rubber plantation.

collecting the rubber from the rubber tree.

goodness, the guide was sooooo long-winded can~

OIL PALM plantation.

COCOA plantation

lunched and slacked.

w xq :D

w jasmine this kuku girl :D

.... so picturesque :D

that's all! OMTIAN WALTER DI! i havent finish doing your kuku birthday prezzie la! LOL* lazy bum; belated okay? :D

bummed out and feeling sick right now, gnna watch tv tv tv! shall post more when i've time :D

ps : i miss my besties so much! rar, mich is gng t malaysia soon ): blah.

back from taman negara

2007-06-05T17:14:00.000+08:00

Back from taman negara; it was real fun :D not really geographical though it was much more of an adventurous camp thing. did so much trekking in muddy places and dwelled w many insects that still kinda freak me out and the leeches ~
crawling in caves, swimming in rivers etc. so much more :D

the train ride was a good eye opener and the 10hour long bus ride made me damn nauseous can. zzzz, thankfully my dad picked me up and drove me home from school last night around 11+. crashed to bed after showering and woke up at 4.15pm laughs. bestie called at 1+ t ask me for lunch but i was really unable t get up, sorry dear! goodness, im sucha lazy bum.
thank God i didnt sustain any serious injuries, just minor cuts and all :D

pictures tmrw.
some group pictures :D

4E4 IS THE LOVEEEEEEE.
Munting, Sharon, SiewHong, Aaron, Yongsheng, Crystal, Jasmine, HuiYuan,WaiiHoong, Kenneth Lau, Xq and Jacob :D

More soon :D 200 pictures to go!
it was real fun and so much love! ((:

because you live

2007-06-01T14:45:00.000+08:00

BECAUSE YOU LIVE.

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back
Like a wake-up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere..
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live girl
My world...
Has twice as many stars in the sky

______________

im keeping my intentions cryptic and obscure.

the photographs on the wall

2007-05-29T21:36:00.000+08:00

through it all....

went for desserts w brother.

NE QUIZ; dont ask me how i manage t snap it :X

Jay Chou Fanatic's Handphone.

jay chou fan? = jacob.

taihong emo-ing.

Oh randomness.

today;

headed t mac's w besties and gfs - mich, kel, xq and jacob.

Kelvin Neo Seewei = KNS :D

k i look spastic but it's okay :D loves!

ps : have gotten a personal bloggy for close friends (: hohoho.

CHINESE O LVL.

2007-05-28T22:55:00.000+08:00

chinese o level papers today! rar, compo was crappiest laughs. i seriously dont know what i was writing about some gambling ruins the family stuff? so kuku! and paper 2's second passage was kinda tough for me to understand. but hopefully i'll get a B lah, A is out of my league. hahaha!

stayed for music classes and had a headache :/ went home and watched tv the whole day :D im really bummed out now, schol tmrw and the whole week rar! i need t go get a hair cut and shopping too :D craving for movie sessions as well, heh.

GEOG TRIP 1st-4th june :D

anw, HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY WALTER DI :D
29MAY2007
LOTSA LOVE MY BELOVED BRO :D :D :D

ps : your birthday prez soon okie? :D

wahahahhaha, boredom-ness.

2007-05-26T22:09:00.000+08:00

was bored so i decided t see all my picture folders (:

i love my bestie ((:

w jm in the school hall during the newzeland farewell concert (:
hmm, she has got a really interesting picture post that made me laugh hahaha! it's in her livejournal but it's locked and only accessible t friends (:

oh oh i can't wait for HarryPotter!

Death Eaters.

PETRELLIs :D

heh okay! i wanna go cam whore lah. LOL*
this may sound nuts but i think im in love w studying. there.

reaching june,

2007-05-26T18:58:00.000+08:00

it's really amazing how time flies can! it's almost june. and i feel as if it's march or something. maybe syf clogged my brain for a period of time..

lack of updates nowadays cos;
seldom on the com these days; tv maniac. caught american idol finale and yayness; jordin sparks won :D so young though, 17 years old heh! cool stuff (: and many nice shows even though BONES was excluded ): StarWorld should broadcast it more! like, HEROES is shown everyday lah!

and and and and and i've been mugging! :D

my midyears are a wake up call; results are horrendous lah.
L1R5 : 32
L1B4 : 25

... yeah you get the drift.

1st and last week taken up by the CRL [compulsory remedial lessons] which should be beneficial for us, yea?
of course plus the geography trip t Taman Negara that i rly look forward to :D time dedicated for the rest will mostly be for studying i suppose.

best of all;

CHINESE O LVL IS ON MONDAY! *screams.

really have got lots of things t study now; the horrors of O lvls
should be meeting bestie t study now, bye :D

~~rar; walter di's birthday in 3days and i havent gotten anything yet :x~~

maybe I should frown upon seemingly ignorant adolescents who say "I love you" as liberally as they breath air, for all we know that's about as strong as their affections can go.

laughs; no worries! not referring t anyone in particular. just a thought and a nice quote (: God bless!

heroes season 1 finale

2007-05-22T23:32:00.000+08:00

HEROES SEASON1 FINALE WAS AWESOME!

AWESOMELY AMAZING, GOSH CANT WAIT FOR SEASON2!
-which will only be out on 24th sept awww.

CHAPTER 23 - HOW TO STOP AN EXPLODING MAN.

molly walker :D

im sorry but this show's really my addiction/obsession/crave etc - my ultimate love (:
___________

didnt do very well for midyears. hmm, failed 3 subs i think o.0 aiks, it's alright (: i'll motivate myself more; cut down on tv tv tv! :D okay bye :D
after watching that finale; i'm really happy! :D

there are many things that i wanna say t you but i dont know how

2007-05-20T23:23:00.000+08:00

blah, rotted at home once more. but good that i could spend time w my mum :D hahahha!
aww i miss my besties, we should go out soon yeah? rar!
midyear results tmrw - physics and amath cfm cant make it blah.
oh well, let's see how things go tmrw :D

random;

maybe there's been too many things i've been wanting t say t you
maybe i should just find a day where i should thrash things out
maybe things are really perfectly fine, but im thinking too much (:

laughs, that random part is personal (: oh well. i'd like t think im obviously paranoid heh. okay bedtime for crystal, bye all.

she tries to understand

2007-05-19T13:57:00.000+08:00

It's amazing that i woke up at 6+ today despite sleeping at 2am+ last night. English oral was great fun :D hahahaha! the teacher [i dont know who] laughed during conversation time, hmm... i think i did well lah :D
Went breakfast w xq at cp mac's and we chatted alot :D like practically about anything under the sun that we could think of, hahaha i love you girlfriend! (: She headed for tuition and i went for piano lessons.

blah. am gnna have a boring day at home, spring waltz time :D

_______________________

She gives another smile

Tries to understand his side

To show that she cares

She tried to explain, "It's you that makes me happy."

awwww. brilliant song and my all-time fave by michael jackson - whatever happens :D

okie brother's annoying me now. bye :D

boredom kills.

2007-05-18T15:27:00.000+08:00

i should go for my heroes/house m.d/spring waltz marathon. am rly bored now.

HOUSE MD; awesome :D

HEROES ; ultimate love!

SPRING WALTZ; tear jerker :D

i wanna watch BONES though; looks like a nice show! :D
- too bad star world only airs it on wednesdays [?] bummer.

finding something t do t kill this boredom of mine ):
~~maybe i should go study now.~~ no way, laughs.

ah, could anyone recommend any nice ENGLISH shows/series? i've caught most CSIs alr; miami, lasvegas and newyork for all seasons; this shows i can rly get addicted t the tv :D

[dont bother watching LOST; i got lost watching the 1st and 2nd season, it's too complex to understand. seriously.]

... well at least for me (: others may have different opinions abt the show.

blah random~

Quotes from HEROES; lalala~ boredom drives me to do this.
________________________________________

Mohinder Suresh
"This quest. This need to solve life's mysteries. In the end, what does it matter when the human heart can only find meaning in the smallest of moments?"
"It's destiny."

Hiro Nakamura
"YATTA!!!!!"
"FLYING MAN!"
"How do you stop an exploding man?"

Dale : That sound... in your heart. What is it?
Sylar : Murder.

Sylar aka Gabriel Gray
"How can you stop what's coming... when you don't know anything about power?"
"I wasnt begging for my life, i was offering you yours."

Niki Sanders

"Sometimes I look in the mirror and I'm not sure it's me looking back."

Peter Petrelli

"I keep having these amazing dreams... sometimes I'm falling, sometimes I'm flying! I woke up this morning and when I got out of bed my foot hovered off the ground. Just for a split second, like I was floating. I'm telling you, I think I can fly!"

Claire Bennet
"I walked through fire and i didnt get burned."
"I've died before. It's no big deal."
"No, I don't think! I have busted, like, every bone in my body, stabbed myself in the chest, I've shoved a two-foot steel rod through my neck and I don't have a scratch on me!"
"You're totally my hero"

my fave;
"do something..... UNEXPECTED!"

:D